.. well .. they say there’s rainbow fer everyone .. got meh ? .. F IT ! .. and there’s equal share fer everyone .. ? F IT ! .. well .. dats few thoughts dat i think correct .. F IT !
well , ask me how i handle it then .. pain is da answer .. F IT !
ask me .. how you high and steal my pain ? F IT ! .. so painful now .. u think what ? simply like dat ? .. F IT !
so .. how now ? F IT LA ! ..
hmm .. i wonder ..
why .. myself ask .. why .. .. well ..
now .. my heart beats fer another .. another .. well .. shud i say ..
girl ? .. why ? .. i oso dunno wor ..
why am i so easy ? .. my heart .. yap .. so weak ..
darn idiot ! .. me ? ya .. i am ..
well .. i juz see her .. then i fall fer her .. hmm ..
im sorry .. darn sh~t .. dear .. y ? y ? .. y im like dis ?
i juz fond of u .. tis infatuation .. tis .. feelings .. juz fer u ..
y ? .. y ? .. sh~t .. i .. well .. i like u .. ^^ .. then im sorry fer dat ..
im sorry k .. hey .. sorry .. still .. my heart long fer u dear ..
if i only knew .. but .. y .. y .. y .. stil remains ..
.. ?
well .. currently , as my mind flew away .. (dunno whr to) .. tis song play in my head .. it means smthn .. smthn 2 me .. at least .. fer now .. >_< ! .. hmm .. i dunno .. if u like .. u can enjoy da lyric 2 .. ^^ .. i like da vocal , da piano .. n of course .. da starting .. da guy playing an old piano (mebbe) .. alone on a deserted place .. wif his voice screamin out .. but stil , no one can hear .. hmm .. well .. i dunno .. depends on u .. but .. hmm .. nvm .. juz enjoy ..
It Ends Tonight ..
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don’t want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
Your finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when your blind
It’s better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know
omg !~ .. dats whut i say today ..
ya noe .. i wake up at 9 !! wt .. argh ! y ?! i supposed 2 wake up at 11.30 .. ergh .. ! dats like 2 hours n a half more 2 go ..
abo~~ .. then cannot slp la .. then whut la day dreaming lo ..
go watch da pigeons outside my windows … kesian them and give them eat .. but .. they r scared of me .. *yeah* .. whut la .. i noe la pigeons .. u cute nia , me not .. aiseh .. then dunno whut 2 do ..
go back of da house , wnna see mua mummy , then saw my papa .. eih .. still mad at him , n oso i tink he still mad at me .. ya la ! .. den ignore him lo ..
[currently](btw ahh~~ its my fav song playing !! "its been awhile" - staind)
hmm .. then whut .. see see i saw food .. hahaha eat lo ! .. hahahaah .. den go back my room .. day dreamin .. think think .. bout whut ah ? hmm hmm .. look at time .. aiseh .. 11 15 .. hahaha .. go bath ..
hmm .. go in toilet *gracefully* .. ahhh~~ 4got my toothbrush again .. sweat !~ .. (ohhh~~) .. go in .. n meditate~~ .. OooOMmm~ .. *jedi on toilet bowl* ..
12 15 .. come out .. yeah ~~ .. aiseh .. whut 2 do now ? .. go in room .. see see .. ahh ? whrs my shirt ? lost !~ .. darn it .. ahh nvm wear anything la .. oh oh .. wait too early .. go down ..
yeah .. another food .. go eat .. ahahhaa .. ok .. go back room .. sit .. day dreaming .. *half naked* .. ahhahaa i 4got again .. then look at da tyme .. ahh its 1 15 .. wear da clothes lo .. 1 30 .. go down .. wait wait .. hmm .. check wallet .. aiseh hopeless .. ! go manja manja wif mummy .. mummy noe d .. hahaha .. ask 2 take at her purse .. hohoohho .. then curi da papa’s bike key n his bike of course .. n DRIVE AWAY~~~~ .. yeah ~~~ ..
clock in .. then .. dunno whut 2 do .. go see da customers .. ahh .. nice .. go inside .. saw joel .. OMG PART COMING ..
joel go inside .. den .. i saw joel goin back out .. hah ? whut ? why ? .. whaaaaaaaaaaa ?? .. joel’s face look different .. whut 2 do ? .. joel so sad .. then i ask whut happened ? he wont tell nething .. he go away .. me like .. whaaaaa ?? he say break time call him .. aite man~ ..
then .. work work .. saw some nice n frenly customers .. ahhaha .. of course they like me oso .. hahahaha ..some r gud customers .. so .. ahhaha i give discount .. hahahaha .. dun tell da managers ya ..
then break time .. go eat at pauziah .. oh oh .. ok lo .. hahahaa .. me eat alone .. sweat ! .. hmm .. then .. go find joel or his bro la .. find find .. they say da bro go break .. aiseh .. then walk all around queensbay to look for those 2 guys .. ahhhh ~~~ .. then tired n go relax at phop back .. ohoh .. ? dat vinstella gal called me ? y ? .. talk talk wif her .. hahaha .. relax abit .. still .. go find wen cheang .. then .. hes not thr .. go back vinstella .. ahhaha talk .. then clock in .. no joel ? whr u go ?!
then .. while working .. i heard bad news .. joel kena .. sheet .. fire .. whut daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa heck man ! .. i like .. so pissed off .. but .. hmm .. stay cool man .. aite~ .. work work ..
aiseh da middle shift goin back d .. left me n some colleagues .. lucky got em .. hahaha .. den .. work la .. run here run thr .. suddenly prakk .. my leg .. hmm .. ok o nt ? .. dunno wor .. still slow2 walk .. then .. closing time ! .. ahhaha .. i bully da new gal abit .. no la .. din bully la .. hahaha u tink whut ? me nice guy la … ahahhaa ..
ahhah closing time quite nice .. funny oso .. help abit .. then go home .. omg so late .. call da guys .. whr r u ? .. oh .. eat ah ? .. go 2 them .. they wnna go d .. argh me so hungwy u wnna go d ? .. din eat .. then come here at infinity sg 2 .. oh oh .. order one burger .. ahhah eating it while typing tis thing .. they all playing game xcept me .. juz typing tis .. ahhaha dunno wor .. suddenly feel like wnna type .. ahhahaa .. so how la ? now quite tired .. but 2moro im off nia .. oh .. ok lo .. still got things 2 do 2moro .. whut la .. liddat lo .. so i think i wnna off now .. ok lo ..
take care ya .. hahahaa .. wth .. i smell stinky feet !! .. argh !
sweat !
heh ! .. hahaha wnna noe whut i do , well , basically , every wednesday ? .. well .. here .. thursday 17th August 2006
0600 alarm rings ..
0600 turned off alarm .. cont sleep ..
0630 still sleepin
0900 alarm again ..
0905 wake up turned off alarm ..
0906 proceeded to toilet no.1 ..
0914 4got my toothbrush , go back room n take it
0915 proceeded to toilet no.2 ..
0916 started meditatin in water .. "ooMMmm"
1005 fin bathin ..
1020 ready .. 2 skul (den find my mum fer , whut else , pocket muhney)
1022 mum not there so , still go skul (with mua 50 cent)
1050 reached skul (but jumped in frm da wall)(spidey wnna be)
1100 find shafiq n baven
1120 found all mua classmate (dey all kinda well , abit la suprised coz im dere)
1130 go physics lab .. (doin nothin) sat at mua "shaitan" place wif other "shaitan"
1200 stupid LPC mumblin fin .. go chem (practical tyme!)
1205 sit sit , disturb ppl , go canteen buy PoP fer me n Daviin ..
1240 tired of disturbin ppl .. den copy some practical ..
1300 very tired , but wait fer other ppl practical to fin so i can copy
1315 talked abit wif teacher den teacher sez "wheres ur other practical?whn 2 pass up ?"
1400 all fin .. my practical oso , sch oso .. den cucuk baven abit , den go McD !!
1415 wait fer meow meow n azril n ah boon .. den all wnna go home d ..
1418 saw azwa wif her frens at Shell , only say "hoii! wnna langgar me again?"
1420 fin filled up my tank ..
1421 started throttle-ing my scooter 2 home (wif shafiq of course)
1500 reached home , find a shirt n gave 2 shafiq ..
1505 asked mum fer muhney (coz in da mornin i dun hv nethin)
1506 eat , den go infinity BJ .. sit sit .. help shafiq lvl up his char
1520 so boring d , shafiq wnna go home , den i must jaga fer 3 hours ..
1600 so darn boring !! den got some bad news summore plus im sneezin like stupid
1800 go pidoih house meet aja aja ..
1930 go AB2 .. wash my slippers (coz accidentally stepped on stinky thingy "aiyoh")
2100 moved on to pelita .. eat roti n 1/2 boiled egg !!
2330 go infinity sg 2 .. fer dota-ing n type tis blog ..
0230 juz fin dota-ing .. lose liao~~ .. aduii .. fin typin tis thingy .. lol
now wnna go home d .. but raja playin spidey-man game .. lol so cute nia .. k ok .. btter go home .. hahaha .. well .. tis iz mua 1st blog ya noe .. whut 2 do nia .. haiih .. ahhahaha .. ok ok .. neway .. take care ya all .. lol .. if gt nethin u noe whr 2 find me .. or juz contact .. ^_^ bluekkk~ alwez .. (whut wif da spacin !~! darn la .. nvm nvm .. patience .. "ooMMmm")
-ridz-
