haihz .. !
well , been thinkin ..
y ? .. well i cant blame anyone .. hmm ..
i’m neither rich nor good looking ..
neither clever nor cute ..
i dun even hv a car or a stylish-brand-new handphone ..
well .. even my hair , i call shit head ..
hmm .. dun hv faith in myself ..
still .. i dun even consider i hv a good heart ..
not even indulge in some great skills ..
worthless ? well .. dats me .. i dunno ..
juz another shit head .. like dirt on a street .. been stepped on everyday ..
yeah dats me .. well .. ya u correct .. im not da one u looking for ..
so please do me a favor .. juz go away .. dun hurt me more ..
everybody screamin ya name .. everybody juz waitin fer ya ..
well .. but me ? who am i ? .. dirt ! ..
u walk on ur red carpet .. u fly wif ya beautiful wings ..
but me ? .. juz standin here lookin .. well .. juz dreamin ..
if u’re heaven .. i’m dirt !
but tis heart cant help longing fer u .. tis eyes cant avoid gazing at u ..
darn ! .. y ? .. ergh .. y ?!
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like u understand !!!??? ..