dirt & heaven
take me , burn me ,
hate me , kill me ,
do whatever .. i dun care ..
once again , life proves im wrong ,
u live in heaven , while im a dirt on an old shoe ,
u dun even know me ,
y tis mind thinkin bout u ?
tis heart beats faster in thought of u ..
i dunno ..
but angel deserve 2 b wif another angel ,
n demon wif another demon , or shall it b alone ?
i dunno if i care ,
but ‘m fightin all along ,
still , da love isnt around me ,
is life unfair ? or its juz me ?
well , im just me , all alone , broken inside ,
i can’t just hate this feelings ,
it just stuck between my veins ,
i just wanna find .. i wanna find you !
but does u even care ? you never even there ..
i wish i could give da same feelings to u ,
i feel like wanna cry but what is wrong with me ?!
and i’ve been running away fer far too long ,
i am afraid of it , may be of u ,
what i’ve know is soon to come ,
may be i’m not what u’ve xpect ,
but i can try to give what i cant ,
and i promise u , i will give u da best dat i am ,
hoping one day u’ll understand ..
.. DAMN SH~T HEAD !