Tis Iz Boredom !

take me , burn me ,

hate me , kill me ,

do whatever .. i dun care ..

once again , life proves im wrong ,

u live in heaven , while im a dirt on an old shoe ,

u dun even know me ,

y tis mind thinkin bout u ?

tis heart beats faster in thought of u ..

i dunno ..

but angel deserve 2 b wif another angel ,

n demon wif another demon , or shall it b alone ?

i dunno if i care ,

but ‘m fightin all along ,

still , da love isnt around me ,

is life unfair ? or its juz me ?

well , im just me , all alone , broken inside ,

i can’t just hate this feelings ,

it just stuck between my veins ,

i just wanna find .. i wanna find you !

but does u even care ? you never even there ..

i wish i could give da same feelings to u ,

i feel like wanna cry but what is wrong with me ?!

and i’ve been running away fer far too long ,

i am afraid of it , may be of u ,

what i’ve know is soon to come ,

may be i’m not what u’ve xpect ,

but i can try to give what i cant ,

and i promise u , i will give u da best dat i am ,

hoping one day u’ll understand ..

.. DAMN SH~T HEAD !

well , been thinkin ..

y ? .. well i cant blame anyone .. hmm ..

i’m neither rich nor good looking ..

neither clever nor cute ..

i dun even hv a car or a stylish-brand-new handphone ..

well .. even my hair , i call shit head ..

hmm .. dun hv faith in myself ..

still .. i dun even consider i hv a good heart ..

not even indulge in some great skills ..

worthless ? well .. dats me .. i dunno ..

juz another shit head .. like dirt on a street .. been stepped on everyday ..

yeah dats me .. well .. ya u correct .. im not da one u looking for ..

so please do me a favor .. juz go away .. dun hurt me more ..

everybody screamin ya name .. everybody juz waitin fer ya ..

well .. but me ? who am i ? .. dirt ! ..

u walk on ur red carpet .. u fly wif ya beautiful wings ..

but me ? .. juz standin here lookin .. well .. juz dreamin ..

if u’re heaven .. i’m dirt !

but tis heart cant help longing fer u .. tis eyes cant avoid gazing at u ..

darn ! .. y ? .. ergh .. y ?!

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like u understand !!!??? ..

well .. whut 2 do .. i juz resigned ! yeah .. whut ?

hmm .. y ? i dunno .. need a reason fer resignin meh ? .. huh .. ?

i dun care .. ahhaha .. at least , i can sleep ! waahaaha ..

den dream .. den day dreamin .. den watch my bonzai flowers ..

den clean my room .. den disturb my mum .. den watch tv !! ..

den .. hmm .. dunno .. den write tis stupiak things .. hahaha

well .. nice rite ? .. hmm .. omg .. me really no life .. whut 2 do nia ..

hmm .. hey .. i wonder .. dunno .. i’ve been thinkin .. y ?

err .. nvm .. well .. thousands of questions r goin round n round n round inside my head ..

ergh .. darn it .. but .. haiihz .. nvm .. well .. whut 2 write summore .. well .. dunno la .. ahhaha , if u who r readin tis so free .. well .. sms me ! .. ahhahaa .. ok ok ..

i dunno whut 2 crap more .. juz .. well .. zzZZ ..

"pura vida" ! [riDz]